I started the p90x lifestyle today. Which is like my diabetic diet but with portion control and exercise. I have cheated already. But this what I go through everytime I start somehing new. I'm starting an new blog about my rookie year on The South Jersey Derby Girls team. I will not be blogging on that everyday like I'm about to here. I'm planning to do a dogie houser thing to try to keep my ass on track.
Right now I'm contemplating separation from my husband. I'm dying from stress everyday so I have to lose some baggage. If he doesn't straigten out, we are going to have do our own thing for a bit so I can get my head together.
I love him with all my heart, but I'm having chest pains and headaches everyday. I can't keep torturing myself. Things are to change today.
Loves
Chris
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Wow, can I say I totally failed this. do not worry there is always, always a restart, And it is coming today.
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