Even through I am gaining wieght I am losing inches. Yesterday, we did endurance drills for two hours. Today was blocks. They put me up againist an ex hockey player. Let me tell you he had thirty (maybe more)pounds on me and I couldn't put him on his ass. I tried. I really did. I knocked the wind out of myself. I said one word that nobody heard. Not help. No, I'm a roller derby queen. I said, fuck. Mouth moved, but there was no air to make a sound. I skated a pace line for about twenty minutes and then beat the crap out of myself. I have a bruise starting on my upper back and butt already.
My chest hurt from the fall. My head hurts from the headaches. My nose Is stuffed full of snoogers.
Why do I do it? Because I still can.
One thing I forgot to mention. My back is messed up. I have two bulging disk, and one is desinagrating. I have nerve damage in my right shoulder. I am surviving fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue syndrome. I have had a couple of growths on my thyroid and woman parts. Benine thank goodness. I don't dwell on any of that. Oh yeah. My hip dislocates.
Most of these injuries are complements of a recent car accident.
Oh well. I'm doing it now. I just want to get my kicks before I have to "retire" my trill seeking ways. It's going to kill me, when the doctors finally tell me no more.
I am already dreading the day. That is why I do it. Because, I can say I did that.
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Rantings of a boring person.
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