I thought I deleted My Lazy house wife blog, but I didn't. LOL. Stupid me.
LO
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Christian
“No diet will remove all the fat from your body because the brain is entirely fat. Without a brain, you might look good, but all you could do is run for public office.” George Bernard Shaw
Rantings of a boring person.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
You ain't getting rid of me that easy
So the reason nobody has seen me. Is because, I've been hellbent on organizing this house, organizing myself, and all out getting my life straightened out.
Anybody who thinks that I just disappeared, really doesn't know me that well. I had been going to doctor appointment after doctor appointment. I'm trying to get my life back together.
I need my friends more than ever right now. I have been so forgetful. My head is all over the place. I don't know what to do next.
Later on today, I have a 930 doctor's appointment and a lunch date at noon. I also have to make cupcakes for my slumber party on Saturday. I still have to get my bachelorette her gift also.
I am no longer a snail pace, or Sprint for that matter. I'm at an all out run. I'm stressed out beyond belief. My resting heart rate is 111.
I have gained back all the weight I lost prior. I'm looking forward to relaxing and Distressing tomorrow.
Now if I could only get to sleep...
- Christian
Anybody who thinks that I just disappeared, really doesn't know me that well. I had been going to doctor appointment after doctor appointment. I'm trying to get my life back together.
I need my friends more than ever right now. I have been so forgetful. My head is all over the place. I don't know what to do next.
Later on today, I have a 930 doctor's appointment and a lunch date at noon. I also have to make cupcakes for my slumber party on Saturday. I still have to get my bachelorette her gift also.
I am no longer a snail pace, or Sprint for that matter. I'm at an all out run. I'm stressed out beyond belief. My resting heart rate is 111.
I have gained back all the weight I lost prior. I'm looking forward to relaxing and Distressing tomorrow.
Now if I could only get to sleep...
- Christian
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
A BRAND NEW DAY!
Today is the day. DO or DIE. I'm starting my lifestyle change. I found out I have diveritculosis and I'm currently going through test for Celiac. in fact, I just forgot to call my doctor.
BRB
Yup.
Almost forgot another doctors appointment.
1pm in Wilmington. Annnnd we are in the middle of the state right now.
Why do I do this to myself?
and the GI doctor is out to lunch. Well, we are off.
Update later once everything settles.
LO
VE
Christian
“No diet will remove all the fat from your body because the brain is entirely fat. Without a brain, you might look good, but all you could do is run for public office.” George Bernard Shaw
BRB
Yup.
Almost forgot another doctors appointment.
1pm in Wilmington. Annnnd we are in the middle of the state right now.
Why do I do this to myself?
and the GI doctor is out to lunch. Well, we are off.
Update later once everything settles.
LO
VE
Christian
“No diet will remove all the fat from your body because the brain is entirely fat. Without a brain, you might look good, but all you could do is run for public office.” George Bernard Shaw
Thursday, March 24, 2011
When I thought it couldn't get any worst
I had the scariest thing happened today.
I fell asleep in the car. I was in the fetal position.
When I got up, I felt dizzy.
Entering elevator I was fine, slight pins and needles.
By the time I got to the second floor, I had no feelings in my leg below the knees. I
was so scared. I had no idea what was going on. I had this overwhelming fear of falling.
With a derby gal, there is no fear of falling.
I went into my PT appointment, and I went through all kinds of tests to see what it could have happened.
They are figuring it was a pinched nerve in my spine.
My legs still feel like they have lotion on them. Heavier feeling on my right side then my left.
All this after I was told by my pain management doctor, that all we are doing now is treating symptoms.
I was told I would never get better. There is no magic pill to cure me, no surgery to heal me. This may even be the best I would ever get.
I still refuse it accept that. I will get better or die trying.
- Christian
I fell asleep in the car. I was in the fetal position.
When I got up, I felt dizzy.
Entering elevator I was fine, slight pins and needles.
By the time I got to the second floor, I had no feelings in my leg below the knees. I
was so scared. I had no idea what was going on. I had this overwhelming fear of falling.
With a derby gal, there is no fear of falling.
I went into my PT appointment, and I went through all kinds of tests to see what it could have happened.
They are figuring it was a pinched nerve in my spine.
My legs still feel like they have lotion on them. Heavier feeling on my right side then my left.
All this after I was told by my pain management doctor, that all we are doing now is treating symptoms.
I was told I would never get better. There is no magic pill to cure me, no surgery to heal me. This may even be the best I would ever get.
I still refuse it accept that. I will get better or die trying.
- Christian
Monday, March 21, 2011
Fail
Okay. I swear now that I will start my exercise routine tomorrow. I mean, I am going to physical therapy tomorrow, and I'll be able to get stuff done. Today I all I did was go to class. I cleaned a little, but nothing to raise my heart rate. I'm so just pissed at myself. I need to get on track, on the ball, and get everything done.
- Christian
- Christian
One of those days.
Did you ever have one of those days were everything right?
This this morning, I woke up late. I couldn't find my calculator. When I finally started to drive, there was a commercial on the radio about sports injuries.
Which I when I change the station creep was on by Radiohead . It has as a verse which states:
I don't care that hurts, I want to have control, I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. That right there is exactly what I want to achieve . Tired the pain. I was sleeping in all the time. I want to have my life back. Tired of all this.
As I drive down class, I have no idea how this blog is going to turn out.
It's just me ranting in a car car. Amused people looking at me as I jab dictation button many many times.
As soon as I get him. I'll be checking out the Penn medicine website. See if I can be a candidate. This hopefully this will work and I'll be able to return to my daily life.
- Christian
This this morning, I woke up late. I couldn't find my calculator. When I finally started to drive, there was a commercial on the radio about sports injuries.
Which I when I change the station creep was on by Radiohead . It has as a verse which states:
I don't care that hurts, I want to have control, I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. That right there is exactly what I want to achieve . Tired the pain. I was sleeping in all the time. I want to have my life back. Tired of all this.
As I drive down class, I have no idea how this blog is going to turn out.
It's just me ranting in a car car. Amused people looking at me as I jab dictation button many many times.
As soon as I get him. I'll be checking out the Penn medicine website. See if I can be a candidate. This hopefully this will work and I'll be able to return to my daily life.
- Christian
Location:Esch St,Townsend,United States
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Switch gears.
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I was just diagnosed with Diveritculosis and stress related illnesses.
Today's the last day of rest. This my final Sunday to sit around the house and do nothing.
Tomorrow starts a whole new workout regime. Well, until I start working again.
I can't wait until I start seeing results of this aging body. To force making it do what I want right now.
I'm used to being the athlete.
Someone I can do anything, and everything in the blink of an eye.
I can barely get up and walk without pain.
Pain.
Pain has encompassed every aspect of my life.
I get winded making the bed. Walking upstairs is a challenge. I'm tired of the bed rest. It is making me weak.
Tomorrow I start swimming laps. Swimming laps is a low impact exercise. I'm able to do by myself.
I need to get strong so I can pass my paramedic physical.
I'm hoping to return, very soon, to my volunteer fire company.
I just need out of this house.
The only other thing that is requiring time of me is school.
I can work with that.
- Christian
I was just diagnosed with Diveritculosis and stress related illnesses.
Today's the last day of rest. This my final Sunday to sit around the house and do nothing.
Tomorrow starts a whole new workout regime. Well, until I start working again.
I can't wait until I start seeing results of this aging body. To force making it do what I want right now.
I'm used to being the athlete.
Someone I can do anything, and everything in the blink of an eye.
I can barely get up and walk without pain.
Pain.
Pain has encompassed every aspect of my life.
I get winded making the bed. Walking upstairs is a challenge. I'm tired of the bed rest. It is making me weak.
Tomorrow I start swimming laps. Swimming laps is a low impact exercise. I'm able to do by myself.
I need to get strong so I can pass my paramedic physical.
I'm hoping to return, very soon, to my volunteer fire company.
I just need out of this house.
The only other thing that is requiring time of me is school.
I can work with that.
- Christian
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