I'm back.

All test came back healthy! Im still malignant cancer free.

Tumors will continue to grow, and I will have to continue to monitor them.

The sad part is I'm at my highest weight in since 27. I'm weighing in at 190.


This worked for me last time. Even though I don't have a ton of readers, writing about my stressors and my accomplishments helped me to stay on track.

So here I go again.

I hope I make it this time.

This whole blogs just goes to show losing weight is not easy. Once the weight and bad habits are picked up they are hard to break.

Wish me luck.


I'm going a set up an email address and a Facebook fan page. I hope that you will pass it along. I need all the help I can get.

I'm going to be using fitness pal. My email addy is scribbles412 at yahoo if you want to encourage me there. I'm going to start p90x again. Modified of course.


We will see if I can keep it up.

-stay safe.

You are kidding me? Right?

Today just sucked.

I'm getting ready to have another attack. My neck and low back are killing me. I have to get it together and make my appointments. Plus, Rukus is acting really strange. He's only acted this way right before and attack, and when I was pregnant.

I'm so tired lately. Thou when I go to lay down to get some rest, I feel like running a marathon. It hurts to take deep breaths.

I need to get a plan together with my doctors in order to get my butt back into shape.

I was looking at old photos of me, and I lost myself somewhere. No wonder everyone says I miserable. I am pissed off everyday. I don't know why. I guess it's the whole thing is connected to my weight.

I'm restricted in movement. I have to hold my breath to tie my shoes. I'm just so frustrated.

Enough is enough.

I gotta change.

I didn't leave, I just changed perspectives

I'm at my all time high since 2006. I currently weight in at 191.5 lbs.

You may ask, What happened?

I have been very sick again. I am easily becoming dehydrated. Which in turn constipates me. All of these issues inflames my GI tract/issues.

Plus, I got some really bad news. I have another tumor on my vocal cords. It's was a blow I did not see coming.

I have been depressed secondary to the trauma of the car accident a year ago. The tumor pushed me over the edge. I spent almost of the summer indoors. I stopped doing everything.

In 3.5 hours will be starting over. I will be taking my before shots and using my fitness pal to track my progress. My name is scribbles412. I invite you join me. If you are I. The neighborhood stop by and do p90x with me.

As of 9/14, I with have my upper GI pro formed. And 9/19, I will be trying out for the Penn Jersey She Devils. This will be my sixth year of roller derby. I will be blogging my progress on my s8 life on 8's blog.

Please don't let me fail. Any encouragement is welcomed.

Stay strong and be safe.

another Update

Ok, so I have not been able to kick McDonald's, but look at what I have accomplished.

 

I hope to be down 10 lbs next month.  It seems like I have been Hovering around 180 to 178 for a while. Time to kick it up.   

BTW I can RUN!

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Christian

“No diet will remove all the fat from your body because the brain is entirely fat. Without a brain, you might look good, but all you could do is run for public office.” George Bernard Shaw