Getting back on track.

I just realized it's the 15th of December. The last thing I remember is Halloween. Where did the time go?

I realized something was wrong a week before Halloween. My feelings were confirmed a week after Halloween. Now I'm at a stand still.

I got one report back that the tumor is gone. Like a Christmas miracle it simply disappeared.

Then why am I so depressed.

I sleep til noon and don't have the energy to do anything. Before anyone starts to worry able the baby, he is well taken care of. If it wasn't for him I would most likely not leave the bed at all.

He's growing up too fast. He tells me he's hungry, thirsty and when he needs something.

Tomorrow my kids are getting their mommy back. With nine days left before Christmas, I'm going to attempt to organize this house and finish Christmas shopping.

I heard of shift work syndrome and I may explore and blog about it more.

I normally become super depressed when my husband is on his quick turn around shifts. Four on, three off, three on, one off, four on. It seems like my husband isn't even a part if this family. He just comes to sleep and eat.

Everything becomes a priority and Everything is "dumped" on me.

Now is the time to stop it all. I know it's coming every month.

But I hate to cut this short. The baby just woke up and wants to play.





- Christian

Location:E Cochran St,Middletown,United States