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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I hate myself

Be for you get all mad at me, hear me out.

I have been fifty pound Overweight for a decade now. Being this heavy has effected the way I act towards other and how I feel about myself.

I'm tired of feeling this way. I will be starting my sparks people diet again because it actually worked.

I am stressed out about my house, my job and my health.

My house with be fixed.

I'm hoping on the results of my CT tomorrow. If it's positive, I will be making a ton of doctors appointments tomorrow.

My job maybe a tough one. I maybe losing that one. Because my job is run by a man with no EMS experience, and a short fuse.

I can't get anyone to speak to me. I swear if I find out they suspended me without reason I'm going to the industrial board.

Having this tumor is bad enough. I don't need stress from a man who just last we told us; "To take them to hospital that is your job. You are not paid to think."

Seriously an EMERGENCY transport with an hour wait. Tell them to call 911.

I did what I was trained to do. I am not a doctor. I cannot diagnose anything. I treated her the best I could. If you would have let me explain we would have come to this.

- Christian

Location:E Cochran St,Middletown,United States

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